That Feeling

At the start,
I'm infatuated.
Looking for something different,
something real.
I know I force things,
Get impatient
Sometimes I wanna give up,
I know I'm a little crazy,
Being pretty won't get me what I want.
Be calm, just breathe and relax.
When can I expect to not be let down?
When will I come first?
I won't force it.
I want it if you want it.
I want reality and meant to be.
I want true love.
From me,
From you,
I don't want it forced.
I want strength
With and without.
I want this feeling.
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