That Feeling

At the start,
I'm infatuated.
Looking for something different,
something real.
I know I force things,
Get impatient
Sometimes I wanna give up,
I know I'm a little crazy,
Being pretty won't get me what I want.
Be calm, just breathe and relax.
When can I expect to not be let down?
When will I come first?
I won't force it.
I want it if you want it.
I want reality and meant to be.
I want true love.
From me,
From you,
I don't want it forced.
I want strength
With and without.
I want this feeling.
<3

Forever

She is a sullen face.
Here she walks among the shadows.
Her steps leave nothing,
But a shift in dust on the ground.
She smiles for no one.
Taken away by pain and degradation,
She follows the dust
Flowing, shifting, settling.
She lies sadly to rest
Lonely, quiet, and unnoticed.
Her body sinks,
Slowly and deeply into the ground
She is sleeping in a constant state of
Unconsciousness...
Falling,


        Falling,

                 Forever...

       asleep.